Right now I could not be happier to get out of Orlando, as much as I don't want to go to PR. I want to go for the beaches and the scenery and the food, but I do not want to go for visiting relatives. I mean it would be fine if I could understand what their saying! I went to see my dad's cousin and there was a bunch of people there and this lady starts talking to me and she's like no puede..blah blah (no puede means you cant) and all I kept thinking was I can't..understand you.

I'm realizing school is like a month away and I do not want to go for so many reasons. Things are gonna be so different this year. Not to mention that I've barely started AP work. ahh.

I've been realizing that life's too short to act stupid and not be with the one's you care about and tell them how you feel. Although this year has been a crazy one I do not regret anything..although I wish the outcomes were different. To the people who are close to me and care bout me the way I care bout them..thnx for being there through stupid, crazy, bad, good, difficult, hard times. And to one person I hope you find happiness, wherever that may be. <33

Imma be gone for awhile so have a good end of the summer

Well it's been almost a month of summer and things are pretty good...I havent been too bored..jus doing the normal things..movies, swimming, had some family over things like that. Thursday was Maegan's birthday..lol we had tons of fun and memories. Thank you so so much for my gift (even though you didnt hafta get me one)Im glad you enjoyed your gifts and I hope you had the greatest sweeet 16 <3

We went to the mall today and got some good deals. I got this cute Guess purse (picture below) and then I went back to her house to hang out for a little while.

I cannot wait until I go to Puerto Rico...im dying to get out of here ..only 2 more weeks!!!!

me and my homegurl

Maegan found the pic of my purse on the internet since all my cameras suck

FINALLY.. SUMMER IS HERE!!!!!

I act like I've been waiting for it to come because I was going to be so busy. lol. Let's see what have I done? Last day of school I went to Maegan's that was fun..I've been driving a lot (yes I can drive and see!). I've also been trying to get a tan in my backyard but I duno I think im still pretty white . Yesterday was..interesting..and that's all I got to say. Im so over it. I wasnt much in the mood ne way but ppl tried to cheer me up..nice try lol. I wanted a job, but that doesn't look like it's happening so the only thing im doing is spending time with family when they visit in the next 2 months and going to PR. I have a month and 1/2 to learn a whole language. Well what I don't know which is a lot..think I can do it? Yo no say.

I found out I'm going to a wedding. I don't know the people but we we're invited and I'm guessing my dad wants to go for the free food..haha. jp Their one of my parents friends, but I don't know them so letme rephrase that I'm going for the free food.

Maegan's leaving me..but it will be worth it when she takes me out! haha. Imma be bored now w/out you. My bestest friend left me too ..I need to talk to you about stuff when you get back! grrr. Oh well I know they love me..I wonder how many other people do? If I count how many people I know truly have my back and care I don't know how many that is..not much, but it's better to have a couple close genuine friends than a bunch that you hardly know, right? Maby I didn't say that right but you know what I mean.

2 more days of school until summer is here..

I've been trying to understand why I keep having so much problems with people..I think i've realized it's because I'm too much of a difficult person..no ones ever gonna undertstand me or why I do the things I do. People think Im stupid, but I know exactly what I'm doing and I know things they think I don't..I jus need to stop caring and then what they say or think cant affect me and my happiness. I don't know why people put up with me because they shouldn't. Im definetly not worth it.

It was BLAIZE'S BIRTHDAY!!! yesterday..fun fun..lol. Happy Birthday buddy!! We still gotta go shopping..lol. I took pictures but I can't get the stupid camera to work..that's what I get for using free shit. Sorry puneet, I cant show you the pics from HIN..it was pretty good..that was our first time going and all I saw was ass everywhere but w/e..haha. Imma try to get the pictures to work later, but right now im too lazy to try again.

Im so happy school's almost over and then were juniors its so scary! Before we know it high school's going to be over with and we'll never see eachother again..its so sad.  Anyways why am I thinking about this?? lol I got so much work to do this week..two projects and then finals..ahh I better get to work <3